forgive me , sayang :'(

die terasa dgn aku , :'(
maaf , sye tak sgje acting mcm tu ,
sye nk demam , mud sye ttbe berubah ,
lps kwn sye balik tu , sye risa0 kt die sbenanye ,
tpy lps tu sye oke jee , sbb sye ade awk ,
then .,
sye 6pk dgn mate sye sndri ape yg awk tnggung slme ni
aty sye tersentap ,
mcm tak pcye bta0wn awk tahan sakit yg mcm tu ,
sye cube tahan perasaaan sye wla0pun tyme tu airmate sye nk mngalir sgt dh ,
sye cube urut kple awk , arap -ii ilang la sikit sakit tu , 
time tu , sye rse tanak balik , sye nk abes kn satu ary tu dgn awk je ,
tapi sye tak b0leh , sye tak luahkn kt awk ,
sye pendam , sye diam je ,
padahal , byk bnde sye nk ckp kt awk ,
byk sgt ,
:'(
:'(
tak sng0p nk lpskn awk pegy , 
wlaup0wn awk nk balik ,
terlalu risa0 awk , smpi tak terungkp dgn kata ,
sye bkn nk bpling muke dari awk ,
tpy sye pusing sbb sye tanak awk 6pk sye tgh nnges 
sye tanak awk pkir ape pulak ,
awk msj sye , awk tnye , nape tanak pndng awk ,
tbe -ii airmte sye mngalir laju ,
sye cube tahan perasaan sblum sye pusing tuk tg0k awk ,
its take tyme ,
bile sye pusing ,
sye tg0k ,
awk dh tade ,
puas sye cari awk dgn mte sye yg tak brape 6pk ni ,
tpy tak jmpe ,
sye tnye adk sye , mne awk , 
adk sye ckp die tak pasan awk tde
sye geram , sye nk k0wl awk tpy kdit tade, adk pun sme
sye terus cari awk ,
tpy sye mang tak jmpe ,
sye hmpir nk nnges ,
tpy sye tahan , sye tahan , sye tahan , terus tahan ,..
smpi train sye sampai , 
awk tetap tade ,
spnjg pjlnn sye asik ingad awk ,
risa0 kn awk ,
sye on fb , tingglkn text tuk awk ,
sye tggu awk on smpi sye trtid0 ,
tpy awk tetap tak on ,
ptg tdi sye balik lambat c0z ade kelas Chemia ,
abes kelas sye cpt -ii balik nk on , nk lpskn rindu at awk ,
tpy ,
awk tak balas tex sye , 
sye ingad awk tak on agy , tpi awk dh tuka Profile Picture , mestilaa awk dh on ,
sye pelik , nape awk tak rep my tex , ?
then awk on , awk  luahkn sglenye ,
baru sye tau knpe ,
awk trse dgn sikap sye smlm ,
Ya Allah , awk dh salah fhm 
sye cube xplain kt awk ,
tpy awk s0h sye cari laen ,
sye tak sng0p awk ! tak sng0p ! tanak ilang awk pun IN FACT !!
sye terus cube n cube ,
sye tanak ilang awk , mang sye terus mintk maaf , xplain at awk ,
knpe sye mcm tu smlm ,
sye betul -ii syg kn awk ,
finally ,...
awk terima jugak maaf sye ,
betapa tulusnye aty awk , awk tetap maafkn sye wlaupun sye dh buad awk mcm tu
sumpah , il0veYou more !!
sye jnji , sye takan ulang lagy , sye akn jge awk betul -ii !
sayang , .. maafkn saye :'( :'(
saya takan ulang lagi silap saya yg ini , mnyakiti aty awk ,...

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cemne nk hndle BLOG nii , feninxs aku leii~ ( @.@ ) see ? mY eYes is r0llinG , hahaha x'D
mY BLOG teda lawa , tak mcm yg aku nk , tpy cemne nk ubah ek ? aku suda mati akal ( x.x )
uhh Yerw , my boyy ade ckp die nk buad BLOG die tu Diary aku & die
means , aku leh update akunye status evryday at BLOG die laa
die ade bgy email & passwrd ,,
tpy aku taktaw laa nk hndle BLOG cemne , kang hancuss BLOG syg aku tu aku kejekn kang , hahaha !
nk buad cemne , aku memey tak reti handle natang nii ,
aja weyyy :DD

its 17:48 in the evening ,
n0tings t0 do ,
keeP tinking ab0ut him , dats all i n0e ^^
n tgh pkir cemne aku nk Design BLOG nii -.-
err ... . aku taktaw nk type ape , hahaha
ohh Yerw ! s0k nk gy PWTC nan mmbe , rmai -ii ,
mcm rmb0ngn nk minng dah , haha !
ajak mY boyy skli , huhu~ tak sah lau tade die , hakhakk ..!
memeY aku syg die pun , aku suke heret die ke hulu k hilir , mu bakp0 ? hikhikkk~
muke aku still jahanam =.=' nyampah t0ll la , ni laa padahnye !
hurmp ..!

aku still masam muke nan Ibu , aku ase malas nk mintak maaf nan die
aku ase cm , tde mud laa nk ckp nan die ,
nape nihh ,,,?
aku takpenah msm muke nan Ibu lame -ii cam nii
aku taktaw la nk buadpe ,
aku pakse jgk diri aku yg stubborn ni mintk maaf nan Ibu malam ni ,
NOKTAH !!
tonyte ! Yaahh ,,,
aku jeless ben0nye tg0k adik -ii manja -ii nan Ibu ,
geram , nyampah , ase nk sepak un ade , hahahha x'D

huhu~
ive found mY love , haha !
love him s0 muchh ..!
hukhukk ... syg gil0 leii bdk poy0 tu , haha~ <3
die kuad tacink , ase cm nk geget jewp die tuu -,- haha
tpy die comel la , suke dgr suare die :))

" > Flying with your love, shining with your love, riding with your love

I feel like I'm on top of the world with your love < "

hikhikk >.<

first date kt0rng at Batu Caves , h0hoo~
mY fren ckp , " apela kaw ni date at sne "
i said , " d0 i care , blah la kaw " hahaha
i malu -ii jewp tyme tuhh , first date la katekn ,
die lak slmber jewp , siap s0h bwkkn beg die agy , hahaha
tu first tyme i g0 date tau , bef0re dis tak penah un gy date wlaupun byk kli kapel

one things ,
die tk0wt nk bgy harapan at aku laa
die syg tpy tk0wt nk bgy hrpn tnggi c0z die tk0wt aku end up cm ex die dulu
byk kli dh aku cbe yakin kn die aku tak mcm d0rng
die ckp die bkn tak caye aku tpy die tk0wt
aku ckp , aku takan carik org laen , takan b0red pnye laa nan die
skrg leYh la ckp cmtu , kang bile die gy blaja aku msti b0red n akn carik org laen
pedih gak laa aty nii tyme die ckp gytu tpy tapelaa ai undrstnd u , darL
s0kaY laa syg , ekah nk jge awk lekl0k , .. :'))




cumel jewp die buad pose gyni ! hakhakk ^^
muahh ..! sayang awk sangad !